Baby smiled because when her mother focused to my side I was
shouting and making gestures with my arms and hands and was looking funny but there was no body to
see me except the baby, I don’t know how the baby was able to see me but I thought
that it’s a miracle of god.
It was my last try to make everything right but god was not
with me because I thought to be bad earlier.
I had a chance to attract baby so that one day he can tell
his mom about me. But I was broken,,,….
I was fully broken when I saw that baby and his mom were
leaving the hospital and were healthy to live whole life….
I lost my life, I donated my life to her, I just compromised
with me to let her alive…….
I also wished to live my life with her, I also worked hard
to be successful for her so that she can marry me happily, I also wished to
live with my family, I also tried to save her ,….. but the results of my hard work
were not enough good to make me smile for once.
It was not good to see myself died…… it was not good to let
her marry someone else…….
It was not good that she was no more thinking of mine who lost
his life to save her…
I tried my best
I suffered from the problems when I was being successful for
her
I suffered the pain of depression
My family lost me…
I lost my life
I compromised with the future goals of my life
I helped her to live
Everyone lost me except her because she was holding that person's hand who was having only my face but not the love///
Dear god you ……. You just lied to me…… you sent these doctors who killed me.... you just played with
me…… you stopped me at that day when she called me up to pic her from the bus…
you let this happened to me……. To my fiance… to our families…..
This was not good I just challenged God and said listen to me
“Dear God! If you made me and decided to
play with me and my family, I am ready to beat you out of this game and winner
of the game will decide what should be the future”.
To be continued……………..
Heart touching
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