The thing badly happened to me was there were near about
thousand million souls and up to 60% became ghost and they were against me….
They were saying that if you hate god then you should be
like us.. “Like a ghost”.
God said me ”if you agree with them you will not be able to
find me again and this will be a major barrier in this world that you will also
not be able to stay connected with me for long”…
“This will cost you like you will lose yourself forever and
you will also lose your family due to this agreement”.
The souls were at my side and all the ghosts were against
me… it was very scary to answer anything to them..
I just closed my eyes and found myself in the past and there
were very happy moments with my family, friends, and fiancé. And thought that
why I donated my life???
I thought about myself that if I were alive how I enjoying
everything….. How I was enjoying the sleep and my great dreams but there I had
nothing to do except watching what everyone doing…
Still I was on my challenge to god...
He knew that I was going to die, he knew that during a deep
sleep I will lie, he knew that everything going to destroy... Like my promises,
my dreams, goals of my life, future with my beautiful wife and relationships
and everything…..
I lost everything…. I lost ….
That was not the time to feel guilty or regret for something
which I done for someone’s life but I felt so because someone for whom I done
that was no more mine…
My golden period of life was over and this was the bad time
but why????
Why god had not shown me any another way to sort out this
over???? There was only a single reason behind all that happened to me was I never
trusted him like his child…. /son…
I started praying to him when I found myself in difficulty
or in that major problem////
I never remembered him in my golden time period of life….
I never missed him in my happiness……
The whole things even my life and my success was also a gift
from god in exchange of my hard work…
How does anyone do this to god??
Very nice…. Earlier in exchange of my hard work he gave me
gifts like happiness, success, money, made me rich, developed me, gave me a
beautiful and loyal life partner…..
But I was not loyal for her because most of the times I lied
to her and I’m shameful to say that if I lied in a beautiful happy life with
someone more important than that…. How god will trust me because he is the one
who know everything about everyone.
I decided to quit the game and let him win and he also knew
that….
Fortunately it was my last decision……….
To be continued………………………
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